Saturday, 30 June 2012

This one is for you



I close my eyes

There you are

Stretch my hand

Just a little bit far

I strive again

Just inches to go

Once more

Where did u go??

Imagination

Reality

Can’t distinguish

Lost in my thoughts

Thinking of you

Glimpses flash past

Of times we have spent

In each other’s arms

Lost in our world

I can feel you again

See your smile

Sense your gaze

Just when I am convinced

That you are near

It all fades

Harsh reality

Despair

I feel lost

Alienated

Each second stretches

Emptiness

The space you left

Can’t be filled

I call a friend

But he is not you

Unconsoled

I relapse

Into misery

Pain

Physical pain

Breaking apart

Pieces dislodge

Hold me together

Please come back

I Check my phone

There is a msg!!

Heart soars

Agony decreases

Its not yours

Feel like tearing the phone apart

Or throw it at the wall

It vibrates

Your call

Hesitantly

Gently

I receive

Hear your voice

Cant speak

Manage a croak

A smile breaks out

Happiness grows

I feel whole

Complete

Replete

I could purr

With joy

Words don’t matter

Just your voice

It’s the end of my pain

All too soon

You have to go

I cling to the phone

My lifeline

Heart breaks

On verge of tears

The wait starts,

Again

Hours

Minutes

Seconds

Pass by

I am a statue

Staring at the phone

Every sound

I hear

Every movement

I see

Is just a way

To say

Some time has gone by

Waiting

Worrying

Sad

Angry

Emotions flit past

One by one

I can see u

Laughing

Having fun

No thought of me

Torments you

My memories

Are blotted

Left out

From your mind

You forget

Someone waits for u

Someone cares

I sink into despair

Just a call

Its all I ask

I don’t think it is a lot

Make a call

Please end this pain

Set my world

Right again

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