Monday 7 April 2014

Unrequited-Love

When you think about it

Love is nothing but a divine
Mind and heart combined
Sleep that you cant find
Dreams do all is remind
Even her sight makes you blind

All you do is try and try
Your mind is forever fry
You hope you could cry
Wish she would say aye
But all you get is... Bye

Friday 9 November 2012

She's a Dream...




She’s A Dream

It’s that time of the day,
When I am sitting in class..
Looking blankly around,
Hoping to catch her eye…

She sat a little far off,
With her girlfriends..
To a naked eye,
Very far she seemed…

I bend, and I turn,
To get a look at her face…
Her spell-bounding aura,
Her newly glossed hair…

Suddenly she turned,
Our eyes met…
I looked away, as shy I was,
Cherishing the instant our eyes had met…

Dhichuk, Dhichuk, Dhichuk,
It  wasn’t  my heart, but my proff’s voice…
Startled and scared, I shake my head,
Realizing that she was absent and I just had a dream…

Monday 27 August 2012

The Dark Knight- FULL REVIEW!





The amount of negative reviews received by The Dark Knight Rises completely baffles me. Don't get me wrong, I do appreciate negative reviews if they actually have a point but movie-goers are basing their criticisms on plot-holes which don't exist! Was TDKR too smart for the average movie-goer? I really don't think it was.

As one user on reddit aptly put, people were spoiled by The Dark Knight; that film was lightning in a bottle that couldn't possibly have been replicated. Ultimately, people went into this film expecting something transcendent, something magical, something that would shatter every preconceived notion of what a superhero movie could be. Maybe they didn't realise that was what they were hoping for, but it was. When the film inevitably could not satisfy those hopes, it came down in a thundering cacophony of disappointment unseen since Episode I (maybe that's hyperbolic, but only time will tell). People are reacting out of grief, and a little bit of embarrassment that they could allow themselves to be so emotionally invested in something that is, ultimately, just a movie about a guy dressed as a bat.

Being a die-hard fan of Nolan's masterpiece I want everyone to see why The Dark Knight Rises wasn't just a movie about stopping a bomb from exploding. It was so much more than that and fit in perfectly with Batman Begins and The Dark Knight.

Initially I thought about writing a plot explanation myself but then I found this beautiful piece on reddit from user freedomnexttime which does the trilogy complete justice. It is a must read for any one who has seen the Dark Knight Trilogy:

"Nolan’s Batman films are often praised for how they mesh topical socio-political commentary with explosive super-hero action. Batman Begins focused on poverty vs. opulence, corruption in authority, the failure of law and order, and the nature of justice as opposed to revenge. The Dark Knight mixed comic book icons with themes of post-9/11 anxiety, the breakdown of civility and decency in the face of chaotic terror, and the question of “how far is too far?” in dealing with overwhelming threats. Finally, The Dark Knight Rises examines notions of assumed power vs. true power, the need for hope in the bleakest of times, and liberation from and revolution against the constraints of capitalist society. Although the topical nature of these three films certainly adds to their overall cinematic quality, there are a series of more personal themes prevalent throughout the trilogy, the importance of which may be overlooked in the process of viewing each film as a contained story. The core element of the trilogy-the fall and rise of Bruce Wayne – is a personal character arc defined by duality, rage, grief, redemption, and finally acceptance and ties with the evolution of Gotham City as a whole.

In order to fully grasp the true quality of the storytelling craft inherent in Bruce Wayne’s arc, one must first understand the nature of the man and the mask as three intertwined yet separate entities. Bruce Wayne is not a complete human being – there is a part of him that was ripped away the night his parents died and he has replaced that lost innocence with what Bruce and Alfred refer to as “the monster” (“I am using this monster to help people” – BB). The third piece of this persona is the symbol of Batman: the ideal that the people of Gotham associate with the name, and which in the end inspires them to act on behalf of their city. This symbol is what Bruce was originally hoping to establish, and transcends the identity of any one man.

The Bruce we meet in the prison at the start of Batman Begins is fueled by the desire for vengeance. As we learn in a later flashback, he was denied the closure and satisfaction of murder Joe Chill and so he has put himself in a position where he is guaranteed to be accosted by criminals on a daily basis; he can exact what he believes is the closest thing to vengeance he is ever likely to have. Every criminal he beats is Joe Chill to him. As Ra’s al Ghul says when he first finds Bruce, “you have become truly lost” (BB). Bruce beats these fellow prisoners out of necessity to quell the rage of his darker half; he himself takes no pleasure in the action because he already knows the truth in his heart: that Justice and Vengeance are never the same. It is this truth, learned from Rachel Dawes, that inevitably puts Bruce and Batman at odds with the League of Shadows.

Just as Bruce molds his monster into a productive force, Ra’s al Ghul and the League of Shadows aimed to mold Bruce into the figurehead of their twenty-year old plot to eradicate Gotham from the face of the earth. The League helps Bruce create the physicality of Batman and his methods of fighting crime. They give Bruce the tools to confront his grief and anger and use them as the driving force behind his developing second persona. Most importantly, they give him the will to act in the face of apathy and overwhelming odds. The rift between Bruce and his mentors forms when they also attempt to convert him to their own ideal of uncompromising justice. Deep down, Bruce has already developed a sense of morality from Rachel. He combines this with his training, and gives his monster and ideal: there is always hope, and that with dedication and perseverance, Gotham can be brought back from the brink of darkness, just as Bruce was. He gives his darker half a face and name, and saves his city from annihilation. In the wake of his victory, however, he learns two truths about what he has done in bringing Batman to Gotham. The first, from Rachel, is that the Bruce Wayne has become the mask that hides the monster. Batman is now the crutch that Bruce relies on. In using it to move past his parent’s death and save the city from the League, he has given it much more control. The second, from Gordon, is the escalation: Batman has the capacity to inspire hope and action in the people of Gotham, but he also makes Gotham a target. His presence will serve as a beacon to draw out madness worthy of fighting a man dressed as a bat. This realization is expanded upon in The Dark Knight.

The Gotham City the audience sees at the beginning of The Dark Knight is much cleaner that what we saw in Begins. Though the key figureheads of the mob are still at large and Crane’s drugs are still making a small circulation, Batman, with the help of Gordon, is making definite progress in cleaning up the city. The emergence of Harvey Dent as the public face of Batman and Gordon’s crusade builds hope in the people of Gotham. Dent also inspires Bruce in a more personal manner. When Bruce sees Rachel with Harvey, he realizes that Rachel will not wait forever for Batman’s fight to end, and so Bruce begins to look for ways to put Batman to rest so he can be with Rachel. He puts his faith in Harvey as the one who can continue the push for justice when Batman is gone. Likewise, Harvey relies on Batman to do the things that he, as an elected official and the “White Knight” of Gotham, cannot be associated with. The Joker also sees the importance of Harvey Dent as the figurative spirit of Gotham. When Harvey survives the explosion that kills Rachel, the Joker takes advantage of Harvey’s shattered emotional state and converts him, leaving a corrupted perversion of the man that once stood for hope and justice. Bruce is spared a fate similar to Harvey’s by once again relying on the monster, this time to such a degree that Bruce Wayne is all but consumed by his alter ego. However, there remains a faint shadow of the man that clings to the knowledge that Rachel had chose him over Harvey, and so Alfred burns Rachel’s letter in order to preserve what is left of Bruce Wayne. Ironically, Harvey gives in to his twisted sense of vigilante justice because he wrongly believes himself to be like Batman in taking matters into his own hands.

In The Dark Knight, the Joker is the antithesis of Batman in his own philosophy that anyone can be brought down with the proper push. Harvey Two-Face is the proof that the Joker is indeed right. As he stands over Harvey’s body, the monster (and what is left of Bruce ) realize the true nature of what they have created with Batman, and what they now must do with this symbol. Batman and Gordon cover up Harvey’s actions and allow his untarnished legacy to become the symbol of hope that Batman was meant to be because he was the hero the people believed Gotham needed, and Bruce decides to reward them for that faith. The true hero of Gotham adopts the consequences of Harvey’s actions and becomes a symbol of darkness.

The Dark Knight Rises is the conclusion to two stories that began the night Martha and Thomas Wayne were murdered: the intertwined salvations of Bruce Wayne and Gotham city. In Begins, Bruce dedicated himself to ensuring that Gotham would never produce someone like him again. In The Dark Knight, he learned that Batman would be whatever Gotham needed it to be, even if that meant standing as the paragon of the darkest depths of the city’s soul.

Despite being the longest of the three films, The Dark Knight Rises features less of Batman than the other two. The film is not about Batman; it is about what Batman has inspired in the people of Gotham and Bruce Wayne’s personal journey toward a life without his alter ego. Eight years after Bruce hung up the cowl, the legend of Batman has become infamous among the people of Gotham, though some remain stout in their belief of his original ideal of hope. However, although the essence of Batman is now beyond any one man, Bruce still relies on his monster. He has added his grief over Rachel’s death to his original grief over the loss of his parents and is unable to move on with his life. He believes that Rachel would have chosen him and so dwells on what might have been. For a time, he attempted to do good as Bruce Wayne by investing in a clean energy project that would help the world. When he learns that the reactor could be reprogrammed as a weapon though, he shuts the project down. Bruce and Batman have learned the hard way what happens with the malicious take control of another man’s tool for good. Bruce thought that Harvey Dent was ideal replacement for Batman until the Joker turned him into a monster. Similarly, Thomas Wayne built the Gotham rail system as a means to aid the people of Gotham, but Ra’s al Ghul almost managed to use that system to deliver Gotham to its own destruction. So, Bruce shuts down the project and hides away with his grief. The buildup, established over the previous two films, adds complexity to the plot of the third movie, which could otherwise be seen as a deceptively simple stop-the-bomb story.

Bane claims to be “Gotham’s reckoning.” His aim is to fulfill Ra’s al Ghul’s original plan of destroying Gotham, which the League of Shadows sees as the pinnacle of decadence and injustice, even more so now that it’s “peace” is based on a lie. Bane is also Batman’s reckoning; he plans to exact brutal revenge on Bruce for possessing the arrogance to fight against what the League of Shadows believe is the natural order of things. Bruce and the monster are lured out of retirement even though Alfred is correct when he tells Bruce that he isn’t Batman anymore. At this point, it’s not about being the symbol. It’s about indulging the monster and, hopefully, dying in his quest to save the city. Alfred tries to make him realize there is another way besides death, and that the more victorious action would be to keep on willing. Bruce created Batman as a mean to move on from his parents’ death, but in truth, Batman was only a distraction and an indulgence to Bruce’s rage. Learning to live without Batman would be acceptance of life, but Bruce doesn’t feel he can do that until he gives himself to Gotham. Even knowing that Rachel chose Harvey does not help Bruce realize how he can stop. The catalyst for Bruce’s final push beyond his pain is Selina Kyle. Bruce falls in love with her and finally has a reason to not want to be Batman anymore. Selina wants a clean slate and a new life, and she helps Bruce realize that he wants that too. He challenges her to believe in something beyond herself, as he had to do when he first became Batman. Even after she betrays him to Bane, he still believes in her because he needs redemption for the trust he put in Harvey Dent. Bruce’s inspiration eventually draws her back to Gotham, where she kills Bane and saves Bruce. Bruce brings out redeeming qualities of Selina and in doing so saves himself.

When they first meet, Bane sees through Bruce’s anticipation of his own death, (having undergone similar training), and so he breaks Bruce and throws him in a pit to rot and watch the extent of his failure. In that hell on earth, Bruce learns to embrace the basest of human instincts: the fear of death. He leaves the monster behind and rises from the darkness of the pit, now at last a complete soul. Bruce proved Rachel’s letter wrong: he no longer needed Batman. Gotham did, however, and so Bruce puts the mask on one last time. Bruce Wayne, armed with the will to live, defeats Bane at the end of the film. He only wears the mask because of its necessity to the people of Gotham.

Batman’s effect on the people of Gotham in The Dark Knight Rises is best exemplified by two characters: John Blake and Commissioner Foley. At first glance Foley’s arc could seem like an underdeveloped cowardice-redemption-heroic death subplot. When viewed against a broader context though, Foley is quite important to the theme of the film in that he represents most of the people of Gotham. John Blake was always a believer; he didn’t believe that Batman was the killer most people made him out to be, and sought him out when he knew the city needed the Dark Knight to return. John was exceptional, and for this reason he was chosen to carry on the legend of the Batman. Foley is the average citizen. He believes Batman is a villain because that’s what he was told by Gordon, the only talking witness to what actually happened. When Bane took Gotham, he sheltered himself and relied on Bane’s false hope, again because that’s what the authority had told him. He didn’t trust Gordon about the bomb because Gordon had been revealed as a liar in the Harvey Dent murder. But when Bruce lights the flaming signal, Foley is inspired with the will to act. He takes up arms, fights, and ultimately dies defending his city. Foley embodies the victory of Batman; the people of Gotham were possessed with the will to act and therefore had overcome Thomas Wayne’s failure. Foley shows what Batman was and is capable of as a legend and an inspiration for good.

By the end of The Dark Knight Rises, John Blake is frustrated with the limited authority and facilities provided by law enforcement. He did not have the means to lead the citizens to safety or stand up against those obstructing the bridge that led out of the city. After witnessing the extraordinary feats that Batman was able to achieve, Blake knows that the Dark Knight would not have let this barricade stop him from doing what was right. Blake realizes that he cannot accomplish enough as a police officer, or a detective, and gives up on the system. Thus, he makes the perfect candidate for the heir to the Batman legacy after coming to the conclusion that becoming a vigilante is not just about taking the law into your own hands, but about having a righteous will to act. In order to save Gotham, Batman did not answer to anyone other than himself. But even though the idea of Batman was always about circumventing the law to do the right thing, it was never about being above it. This entity set its own standards, and thus became more than just a vigilante- it became a true inspiration for Bruce Wayne, who worked tirelessly to devote himself to the ideas that Batman created. But how is Batman’s philosophies not influenced by the whims of this man?

Although Bruce as a man embodied Batman, it was not his choice that the legend of the Dark Knight began. The Dark Knight was never about a single man- it was always about the legend of Gotham City. Gotham created this entity the night that it stole away the innocence of a young boy, who had no choice but to give everything he had back to its citizens. If Gotham created Batman, then that means that Batman is the true representation of the city. Although the fact remains that Batman is one person, the point of the mask is that anyone could be Batman. And if anyone could be Batman, then that means that all of Gotham is Batman

Saturday 30 June 2012

song of bansalites!!



2 saal hum bansal ja  ja k thak gaye. . 
Kuchh din to ab hamein jeene do jeeno do
na na na na   nana na nana
giv sum free tym, giv me sum rest,
giv me sum holidays, wanna fresh up once again....
aankhon ko test k marks ne rulaya....rishwat dena to khud VKB ne sikhaya
300 marks laoge to anunad main naam....nai to last batch mein kaam tamaam...

likh likh k hateli pe pada emi electro ka chhala... saala hcv  ne poora bheja jala dala....
sunday to gaya diwali bhi gayi.. kucchh din to hamein jeeno do jeene do....




found this on my orkut profile.. no wonder i forgot all abt it.. :P

This one is for you



I close my eyes

There you are

Stretch my hand

Just a little bit far

I strive again

Just inches to go

Once more

Where did u go??

Imagination

Reality

Can’t distinguish

Lost in my thoughts

Thinking of you

Glimpses flash past

Of times we have spent

In each other’s arms

Lost in our world

I can feel you again

See your smile

Sense your gaze

Just when I am convinced

That you are near

It all fades

Harsh reality

Despair

I feel lost

Alienated

Each second stretches

Emptiness

The space you left

Can’t be filled

I call a friend

But he is not you

Unconsoled

I relapse

Into misery

Pain

Physical pain

Breaking apart

Pieces dislodge

Hold me together

Please come back

I Check my phone

There is a msg!!

Heart soars

Agony decreases

Its not yours

Feel like tearing the phone apart

Or throw it at the wall

It vibrates

Your call

Hesitantly

Gently

I receive

Hear your voice

Cant speak

Manage a croak

A smile breaks out

Happiness grows

I feel whole

Complete

Replete

I could purr

With joy

Words don’t matter

Just your voice

It’s the end of my pain

All too soon

You have to go

I cling to the phone

My lifeline

Heart breaks

On verge of tears

The wait starts,

Again

Hours

Minutes

Seconds

Pass by

I am a statue

Staring at the phone

Every sound

I hear

Every movement

I see

Is just a way

To say

Some time has gone by

Waiting

Worrying

Sad

Angry

Emotions flit past

One by one

I can see u

Laughing

Having fun

No thought of me

Torments you

My memories

Are blotted

Left out

From your mind

You forget

Someone waits for u

Someone cares

I sink into despair

Just a call

Its all I ask

I don’t think it is a lot

Make a call

Please end this pain

Set my world

Right again

Sunday 24 June 2012

Types of LOVE



Being in an IIT exposes you to a whole bunch of people. And with the right socializing skills, one can have plenty of experiences!

I have many friends. And when i say many, I am talking about tons of them.. :P Naturally, everyone is an average teenager with almost the same kind of problems. But one thing that is strikingly different in between each of them is the type of love they have for their girl/boy. 

Let me start by elaborating my own personal type. AN IDEA! One dark and starry night, when i was just strolling in my wing, i realized that rather than being in love with the girl, i am in love with the idea of having her. The possibility that she might one day be mine feels so delighting. One might say that, "Hey bro, that's not real love is it?" Why not? People do a whole bunch of crazy stuff. Whats so different about this? 

The next type is of our very own FILMY STYLE. Boy and girl are friends since childhood and even though they didnt have feelings before but gradually they started surfacing as they aged. Truly saying, respect hai boss jo itne saal jhel liye ek doosre ko. :P 

One very common one, not so different from mine is the FOREVER ALONE kind. The first thing they do that they find out a very good or sometimes not so good picture of their crush and make it their wallpaper or screensaver, whatever. They hardly can muster any guts to get up and speak to them. Well, their love story ends on their laptop itself. The difference between my kind and theirs is that i at least have the ability to converse with her, to share with her and find out about her.

THE REBOUND LOVE. Oh boy. So very dangerous. One fair day, your louvvvv  dumps you. Fatefully, you find a shoulder to cry on. And even more luckily that person is a girl. Do i need to tell u the rest? While the other person is trying to comfort you, you start thinking that he/she is such a wonderful person and will it be not wonderful if u were rather with her/him?? INSTANTANEOUS love. :D Be careful of it my friends. This kind of love rarely lasts and is even more dangerous for your friendship.

LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. Its never gonna work no matter how many times you lie to yourself. You might have a wonderful chemistry, but at the end of the day, you both are in a completely different environment! Most of the people i knew to be in an LDR are now either single or with someone else. So, good luck with it if you are in one!

PHYSICAL KIND. Yeah. IITians may be known as nerds or geeks, but we are also human beings. Sometimes we too do things just for sheer fun. I dont think this particular kind should be a social taboo in our society any more, because hey, you yourself want to be modern(a.k.a western), so deal with it. 

Lastly, the REGULAR kind. People meet, fall in love, fall apart, or worse.. get married.. :D 


So guys, wondered in which category you fall into? Or, if you dont fall into any of the above or know of a different kind of love, PLEASE COMMENT ABOUT IT!! :D :D 




Saturday 7 April 2012

Rolling Moments




The scorching sun, sultry atmosphere,
Sometimes unbearable.

Stuck here are three guys
Fighting for happiness, puffing cigars

Each one, with a different story.
One lonely, other two want to get lonely,
But some thing in common...
Deep emotions, wanting to do big

As they stand in the lobby,
staring at the twilight sky,
cursing every thing in the world,
they suddenly realize,
all at once... To hell with life!

And the laughter starts.
Uncontrollable, Unleashable,
Hugging each other,
Crying out aloud.. BFF.

And all problems vanish..
All moments of pain,
roll over to give way to that laughter.. :)